back here for blogging le .. got miss mie mah ? hahas .. hmm not realli a great day today , everything seem to change in such a short day , is our friendship realli tt weak ? is it realli our fault ? i juz dun get it realli dun ! we dun mean to do tt de .. i hate to c this friendship juz to break over this , i belive u treasure too rite ? i realli dun get it by " sometimes i regret having yoo all as friends " wat is this ?!?! wat does tt realli mean ???? do u noe it is hurtful ... i realli cant belive moi ears tt u would said tt ... am i dreaming ? how much i wish i am dreaming .. but i noe i am not ! wat does true friends realli mean ? i realli dun have the strength to think about it animore le ... i bearrr i bearrrr i bearrr... till the limit and i cried , i cried ! wat is this ? maybe yoo may think tt it is already no use saying all this now .. but this is how i feel , do u understand ? limin cried , she told mie .. is this realli the end of our friendship .. is this ? we lie to ourself said ... no it is not .. everything will be fine one day de ! i belive cause i noe u wont break the friendship lk this too issit it ? i noe yoo are hurt too .. haisssss ,,, maybe this is wat we should be ,,,
where are yoo moi prince .... where are yoo ? why arent u there for mie whenever i nid yoo de most ? i nid a shoulder badly now ,,, finding for yoo ... a gurl who don even noe who is her prince !!! i am feelin so tired now juz wanna have a nice slp .... as wat ppl say " yi jiao qi lai , yu guo tian qing " why is love breaking every piece of moi heart ... i onli wanna be with yoo ! haissss ,,,, is it realli worth for yoo to change because of mie , is it realli worth waiting for mie ,,, is it realli worth loving mie ???? i hate the jeaniie who hurt ppl ?!?!?!? i noe i would hurt yoo but yet i dun noe wat to do to stop this from happening !!!! is this realli mie ?? i should be the happi and cheerful jeanie ... smiling face suit mie more issit it ?
love is not lk wat u told mie ,,, it issit tt simple .... something is telling mie tt something bad is gonna happen again ,,,, i am afraid !!! maybe this is wat we call life ! no more breath ,,, no more life ,, i am juz lk a dead person ,,,,, a walking corspe ,,,, baby now ii nid yoo by moiside ,,, each n everyday i wanna have yoo next to mie ...
shall stop here le ,,,, a gurl with a broken smiile --- tears flowing __ jeaniie **
buai buai
